Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in klm112582's LiveJournal:

Friday, June 23rd, 2006
3:00 am	Seriously! I know I havent updated in forever but I feel the need to tonight. I got out after a good day at work to hang out with friends I havent seen in forever. Everything is great! I love them all. Then I come home after 2 drinks. I used to be able to do more but it gets hard when you dont go out much. When I get home I check email and stuff. i have a friend request from a girl named Michelle on myspace. i think no big deal and then check it to see who it is. It turns out to be my ex boyfriend (whom I dated over 5 years) new girlfriend (mind you they broke up after she cheated on him which serves him right cause that is what he did to me). She thinks that it would be great to be my friend and get to know me cause the family still likes me so much even though it has been 3 years. Well duh, it is because no one likes her and thinks she is psycho. I used to work for his cousin who would fill me in on all the details. Dont get me wrong I am way over him but I just cant understand why she would want to be my friend. It does hurt in some ways but others not. i really am interested in other guys right now but it still manages to hurt. I mean after all she is preganant by him now. Why does it kinda hurt though is what I dont understand> Maybe it is because I dated him for so long wiht so many dreams for us having a future together. In return they are crushed after he breaks my heart many times by cheating and what not and tells you things that will hurt you. After the break up, you find out he is engaged to a new girl only after one month of breaking up with you. then only to repeat the process 2 more times after that. I think that I am nore then irritated becuase I have let him ruin so many things that could have turned into good relationships. I was so hurt that I can not let myself get passed a certain point with any guy without worrying too much about being hurt. So what ahppens then? I allow whatever is going on between me and that person to go down the drain to save myself from the hurt when really all it is doing is hurting on the inside because I really want more. I am tempted to add her as a friend but really want to reject her at the same time. I feel like crying right now but I am not going to cause if I do I will fell like they will. Ugh, I have no clue but I kinda feel better. Current Mood: blank (13 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 18th, 2005
12:08 pm	I have sucessfully finished my semester...Let 3 weeks of nothing to do begin! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
2:49 pm	Liz had her baby FOr anyone who knowa Liz Mellas. She had her baby last night. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
12:40 am	Just one of those days where you happen to question everything in life! My dryer is irritating me. I want it to hurry up so i can just go to sleep. Other things are involved in thoses questions but I really dont want to elaborate right now, so good night and sweet dreams to you all!!! Current Mood: drained (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 11th, 2005
6:46 am	I can feel the stress of this week building already (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
9:34 pm	Some people annoy the hell out of me!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, February 21st, 2005
10:27 pm	Off to another week After a long weekend, my stress has greatly risen. Since our meeting was cancelled last night and rescheduled for Tuesday, I have no idea when I am going to fit in all the time I need to study for my 3 exams that are on thursday and wednesday, along with my paper that I have not begun yet (which si my fault but still). I can not wait for this week to end. Along with this i found out that my mom's best friend who has had cancer for awhile now is very close to passing away. Hospice has been called in so now it is a matter of time until she passes on. I feel bad for my mom becuase this will be her 2nd friend in less then 3 years who has passed away from cancer at a young age. On a postive note, my weekend was fun. I actually had a whole weekend without babysitting. I studied most of the day on saturday then went out to sing karaoke with kate, sia, courtney and the mikes. Sunday was pent driving around tracking down new memeber pins for our two new girls which I found successfully from ash and jamie one of our alumni sisters. After all that and many phone calls our meeting was cancelled due to the weather. This was followed by more studying. I had arranged it to stay at work that night (this is possible since I work at an in home daycare) I ended up meeting Crystal at Olivc Garden for dinner then went over to Simga Chi for awhile. The snowball fight was greet. I had no plans on getting involve but it looked like way too much fun so I did. Needless to say I went home very wet and cold from particpating with no winter gear. I still have not gotten a response fromanyone as to whether or not they want to meet with me and two girls who are very interested in joing a sorority for lunch wed. My email experience also frustrated me with no one hardly responding. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
2:21 pm	it is almost done HTe constitution is finally ready to be voted on. After spending many hours playing the roles of Thomas Jefferson and James Madison, the constitution has been revised to better suite our sorority as well as the national guidelines. Crystal and I were so happy ot be done we went to the bar with a few Sig Chi giys to celebrate. Unfortunately it made for a long day at work :) Oh well one less problem to worry or stress out about with the sorority. I finally got enough courage to tell my boss that i would not be working at the daycare passed June 15th and she was not mad at all. Another stress moment covered. Now all I have to do is not stress over classes. My biggest dilema right now is decideing whether or not to miss my monday night class to attend the pisitons game that my friends are getting tickets for. We are starting CPR which is a huge unit but I so want to got the game. I already have been certified so i guess i would not be such a big deal to skip but than i worry about skipping. Oh what to do. (Comment on this)